The last time I had a Secret Admirer I was fourteen, freshmen year of High School- I knew who it was. Alex Rodriguez, we were best friends and I didn't feel the same. Right after High School he met this super sweet girl and married promptly after- I think he was the first in our class to get married, and last to loose his virginity.
I must say, it couldn't of come at a better time. Sitting in bed yesterday finally relaxing after an early morning of doing my hair, baking cupcakes (new recipe), cleaning the house, and organizing my work for Monday I come to find that the person that broke me, has now fully replaced me.
I can't even describe the lack of air, gasping and literal break down I had in the span of 5 seconds. And while everyone was busy with their families I cried to myself. Till I saw it, "Anonymous said..." I starred at it for a little bit in disbelief, how could I be crying my eyes out for something that was happening a thousand miles away when I have the world at my feet.
This winter was so long, and the grey of it was still smeared on my back, but now the Spring has sprung and I do feel like I'm in technicolor. High Def.
."The boxes you brought here and never unpacked are still patiently waiting to go. So put on those clothes you never grew into and smile like you mean it for once. If you come back, bring a new name for everything." - The Weakerthans
ReplyDeleteIt's one of my favorite songs... This quote from it is pretty much what I wanna tell you.. I know you are strong and that you can move forward. So why not now keep moving forward cause in NYC you never know what is waiting for you.
Your Secret Admire
You planning to come clean?
ReplyDeleteNot yet.. Soon.
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